.Saturday, August 08, 2009 ' 10:24 PM Y
It had been pretty long since i touch my blog.. byaney (sorry in korean).. haha... i'm soo into korean stuff now after i start to watch WGM & BOF.. I'm soo totally into Kim Hyun Joong who act as Yoon Ji Hoo in BOF.. Soo soo into it till i neglected my blog...*oops*
Been awhile since grandma passed away on 28July09... Although we seem to have been prepared for it, somehow i still can't seems to really get over it... Nearly cried that day when i saw the word ' grandmother' while teaching my student... She's the person that had been taking care of mi since i'm like 2 yrs old... The one that bought mi breakfast everyday, take care of mi when i'm sick, cook mi lots of delicious food.. The one that would bring mi to the small stall at the void deck of my block to buy ice cream... i can still remember how her hands feel like, though it's a lil wrinkled due to her age but it has always been warm...
I had been holding her hands a few times when she's in hospital coz i scare that i dun have chance to hold it anymore and i'm scare that i would forgot the feeling of holding her hands...
I know it's stupid to say that i should treat her better when she's around but i really thought that i should treat her better.. I havent got the chance to treat her to a meal or buy her something nice when i got my job... But i'm glad that she can finally be with my grandfather in another world after being separated for 30- 40 years.. We also gotten her a new giant mansion, maids and car with chauffeur so she can live in luxury with my grandfather... Haha.. We can't afford to let her live in luxury when she's around, so we try to give her the best in another world coz it's more affordable.. haha...
I really miss her but it's time to let her go rather than seeing her suffer... :) i love u grandma...
