Just finish chatting with my sis, to be exact is actually complaining to my sis about some random hse affairs... and we both have e same conclusion.... We DUN UNDERSTAND our parents... simply dun understand what they thinking... simply dun understand things we do and disagree us to do... dun understand why they are so fickle minded... saying that we are old enff to support ourselves, earn money for them and on e other hand, dun allow mi to travel coz they say i too young for that... And if i wanna to go, i have to save money for my WHOLE family to go which will like takes mi 1,2 years with thrifty living life style... And bcoz they dun have savings, means i can't have any too... WTF??? so can someone tell mi what exactly my parents wan??

Sometime, i really feel so envy of the rest of my frenz to have such understanding and 'communicate-able' parents... How i wish my parents can be supportive to what i wanna do, and not keep critising on it... It really hurts mi alot... Sometimes i feel so helpless, wanting to get myself a better living life, hope to have a better future... and not to be like my parents, and honestly the people who i never wanted to be like is my parents... I dun hate them, but i just feel that the things they are doing ain't all right...

Think after so much of complaining, i feel better... Ok, guys dun worry for mi, i just wanna to vent out my anger... Coz too much of unhealthy 'stuffs' in my body and mind will make mi unhealthy too... *smile* Ok, gonna go study for my common test tml.... work hard for my future... Hope to be more xinfu... jia you... aja aja fighting...