Went for work alone today coz mummy off so i have to take over her today... Bored but luckily e peeps from pureMilk got tok to mi to lessen my 'boredness'.... haha...
Have a chat with Dear just now, realise he actually having alot of stress n is putting up with all e stress... ok, to put it in a honest way, we had a 'cold war' and it's started by MI.... n after toking with dear, i realised that i have make dear difficult in alot of ways... n i swear i'm gonna CHANGE... Sentence of e day: Change for the better... I'm gonna learn how to be a nice gf n not to let Dear unhappy again... I'm really gonna be more open minded, not to get angry over small stuff...
Today due to some unhappy issues, i realise how much i really luv dear, how much i wanna be with him... I realised i cannot lose him... maybe my frenz reading this post may start to get worry... haha... u noe who u are... But what to do, think i sort of getting deeper le ba... Now i really seriously super worry about our future, anything that i say, i do, concern about our future... for now, i dun wanna predict, dun wanna think of what if something goes wrong... coz i dun wan any what if, i won't allow ANY what if in my r/s... i DUN WAN n DUN ALLOW ANY bad changes to happen on mi n Dear from this sec till e day i die... i just wanna be with him forever coz he's e MOST important person in my life... muacks... luv him forever...

这个世界唯一的你
是我拥有的奇迹
对我说的一字一句
都是我们的秘密
紧紧拥抱唯一的你
无可救药的坚定
就是世界与我为敌
我也愿意
我什么都愿意