Mmm... Had been quite down e past few days due to some doubts i have for myself... Coz suddenly have a feeling that i have spent time working hard for nth... I mean will anyone notice if i work hard, will anyone praise mi if i do things well... Maybe u will think my thinking is like a kid but then are u going to do things for e sake of doing things... What do u gain after doing so much things?? Tiredness n tt's all?? I mean will that gib u a sense of satisfaction?? Face it, we human need ppl to praise us, be it a small matter or major things... we still prefer ppl to praise us... Sometime, i just feel so lousy... n i admit i have this kinda feeling is bcoz i have low self esteem... Dun ask mi y, i'm born with it... But maybe that's LIFE... But now i think i'm alright after e enlightment from zan n Dear... hehe... what will i do without Dear n my frenz??? hehe... 
Arg... Angry siaz yesterday... Can e lecturers like tell us what they wan in 1 shot?? I spent so much effort n in e end u reject half of them back to mi n ask mi to redo again... Stop complaining so much if u cannot even do urself... Also treat us like ppl who do odd job, keep asking us help to do all e small small things... U are e one that should be helping us... Just feeling irritated that i have to keep doing e work over n over again... Hate that feeling man... Ass... arg~~~~